Tuesday, December 11, 2012

My mom got on my Facebook.... Apparently I could have to leave JCOS??

So last night my mom read some facebook messages of mine that made her quite unhappy. She freaked out and was yelling at me about how I could go to MontView and that she didn'tknow what was wrong with me. It wasnt my ideal night at all! Now im in alot of trouble and I feel pretty bad for what happend. Latley I have been doing some stuff that would make any mom unhappy though, so I understand where she is coming from. But on top of that, She was yelling at me how I'm not going to be able to complete 8th grade and I cant go to JCOS. and all this stuff that stressed me out soo much-but this made me pretty pissed, i mean why would you wanna stress someone out about shit they already know they're going to have to work on! I know i need to get my stuff done but Jen (my advisor)hasn't even brought it up with me, so I'm not exactly sure what is going on with school cause, my mom is saying all this stuff about how im not going to finish 8th grade or go to jcos any more cause i dont get my stuff done, but Jen hasnt even brought it up with me. SO. If my mom is freaking out and she is right about all that stuff, doesnt that mean Jen should of talked to me about it eariler?! Like wtf shouldnt you brin that kind of stuff up with a student?? And Okay- Yes I know I need to get my life together and such but I have a plan if i dont get kicked out of this school (which i dont even know if thats true but my mom made it seem that i might) SO, my plan to get my work done simple as that. I dont know why everyone acts like I am incabable of doing that! I can get my work done i'm not freaking stupid. I am actually smart to an extent. But hoenstly as I have been writing this I kinda of just figured out that I dont have anything in my life figured out. thats pretty ironic since i dont think anyone actually ever knows what they're doing with there life. But that's not the point-I really need to figure some stuff out about who I am and who i want to be and how to be successful and stuff. It's all terribly confusing. All in all I need to get my shit together and finish school.

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  1. In 7th grade, I had nothing done. I proposed one thing. ONE THING. My portfolio was absolute shit, and wasn't even a thing untill about 3rd block of last year, and some of my projects were done. I had to wrap two this year to be able to Leap in 9th grade, and I have a lot of pressure on me. To be able to do my PoL and then all of these evals and the mid-year.. Ugh, it's hard, but it's worth it. You're not alone. I know a lot of people who are in 8th grade and haven't even STARTED their projects. It's hard, and we are teenagers. It's especially hard to figure out what we want to do and stuff... Bleh to teenagerness eh?

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