About My Blog, A little About me...

My blog is pretty much the thougts that occurr at random times in my head that I would like to write down. The little things that I see, hear, or notice about people and the world. It's mostly about me, and my thoughts, yes infact thats exactly what my blogs about. I guess im even trying to figure it out what its about. 
I really think a blog about my thoughts will be a good thing for me, i can finally fingure out a way to talk about them, because I guess I dont really care about the "normal" teenage things...
I think.. alot, its what im best at, dont get my wrong I talk to, but im better at thinking. Sometimes I hate it, all I do over think, think.... think... think
maybe I would like to find out if anyone else thinks about the things that come across my mind, like how ever person you meet has a life of there own, there own family, problems, they woke up in the morning just like you did and when they look at you the mirrors fliped, you are the stranger to them, you are a spect of dust on there entire existesnce, but yet just by you and them being on the same bus, or going into the same restraunt you know have completey alltured there life just by meeting them for a few breif seconds, from now on that person can never unmeet or see you. does that ever cross peoples minds, that every little thing you do effects everything and everyone you met? Yet you are still pretty tiny compared to the seven billion people, or the planet, or even the univerese, makes you seem pretty insafinacant some times, or maybe it's just me.... thoughts anyone?

Isolation

This word had been kind of eating at me for the past while, I don't know how to explain it even. I guess I will go into further detail on what I mean.
You go to school or work or the gym or some stereotypical place every day, you see the same people you do the same thing routine sets in and doing so makes it comfortable, easy.  But could this possibly be isolation to see the same people everyday , do the same thing, talk the same small talk. being a closed off from people even though you see them every day. Or maybe subconsciousness im isolated and looking for it in others. but on an other hand I see the same people and do the same thing everyday and dont feel closed off... I guess being closed off can be alot different though, isolation is so complex I guess and maybe im trying to understand it my self, or maybe im in that little box those draw them self's, hidden away, closed off from people. but maybe not so much.
I guess I want to go somewhere new, exciting. Im thinking alone where no one knows me I could meet some new people change somethings up so I don't feel so empathetic for my self. I would like just to leave with a back pack take the bus somewhere a little to far for me to know how to get home. go to a coffee shop or a dinner, just get up enough courage and talk to some one talk to them, learn there name history, the things about them, their little nacts that make them. I could introduce my self to a whole stranger and become friendly with them they could become friend. a friend none of my friends are friends with. A friend just for me.
 I'm just bored with something, I cant exactly pin point what in which that is although when I figure it out I will probably write about it. I want change... because change is good, although the wrong change can bring you some where wrong, or right. It's on of those interesting little things about the universe i'll personally never understand.
ps. the possibility of me ever actually going out and doing something along these lines are slim to none. but hey a person can dream right?

Rediscover The Joy Of The Learning

"Rediscover the joy of learning" is part of the JCOS philsophy, I know of lot of students that come from other schools just hating learning in genreal. I think this is one of the most important things the can take out of the open school. when you find the thing your passionate about and you start to enjoy the learning aspect of it, finding something you want to pursue in the furture is something to be looked forward to, something that can be easily idenified. I love JCOS  I love the people, the teachers, the enviorment of it all, the only thing I fail to keep up with is the class work from time to time, yes I hate math and will never give it the time of day, but I enjoy writing and feel Im fairly good at it. Jcos has taught me its okay not to be perfect in every subject its about what your passionate about and learning as much as you can, turn it in personal, social, and intellectual learning. Basicially "Redicover the joy of learing" means to me is to find your passions and take it to the next level, find the things that make learning fun for you, find the places, the people, and discover what you love to learn about :)
toodles~nonniw

The Book Of Awesome; 1000 Awesome Things

The Book Of Awesome; 1000 awesome things: If you dont know what this is well this guy Neil Parsicha, was having a very rough time in life and dicided to start a blog to help him, he called it 1000 awesome things, later he made his book The Book Of Awesome. http://www.ted.com/speakers/neil_pasricha.html

I found it amazing that someone that had gone through all the obsticals still could have such a postive outlook on life. He finds a way through all the negitivity, all the doubt, all the dissapointment to find the good. Its an art almost, an art many have not mastered. He doesnt let dark times consum his life, and thats pretty rad.
Starting a blog in a lot of ways can help a person. This is a good example, Neil Pasricha Took all his sorrow and negivity and insteed of dewling on it and laching on to the sad and deppesing times, he lets go and find the happienss in the little things, the parts of life that matter and blogs aboutit.
 Even though this blog worked for him and he found ways to be positve, how can you expect one thousands things just to dramaticaly change your out look on life? From what I know when you're sad or angry not alot can change that, so out of all the misery, saddness, or just plain bad things in the world how are we expected to look at the one thousand things good, when there are so many things wrong? It's almost irrating how Neil acts like it so easy just to exept life, to find joy even through existential crisis's, grief, heart break as if even through all the hard times you just have to grieve and  move on. It seems like you would have to be a very happy soul for this kind  positvity just to occur. And thats were it gets me, his ideas and thoughts are so uniqe, yet everyone says it. Everyone says "just be happy" yet they cant find it in themselvs to show how, Neil has found a way to take it apoun him self to say, Life may suck but it's worth it. And thats what it so astonishing about the his blog.

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My take on run on senteces.... i dont know hah.

I just took a quiz for class on this, I seem to know enough to call myslef okay at keeping sentences intact. The most important thing I beileve will help keep you from making fragments in your writing is make sure it sounds correct if you're reading it out lound, it can even help if someone other than you reads it. This usually helps make the words flow better. Making sentences with missplaced, commas.  confuses the reader, because, it doesnt flow correct, and you are making a long, run on stentences, wich isnt nessesarily good, it drags out the idea of the passage for too much time when you can easily make your point across. As you can see that sentence before this one was an example of a run on sentance. I personally try my hardest not to create run on senteces, Even if I try not to make run them it is still a difficult thing to acomplish at times.

Ha so dont judge this I didnt really no what I was doin~

Me;

I am Briana, I used to hate this fact about me, now I kind of enjoy it. Briana is my name, yet I go by Nonnie, I almost legally changed it but now I feel like its a hidden part of me that I would like to keep. I dont know is I would say I like writing, I wouldnt nessesarily say I am good at it, but I do enjoy it and it seem to be an easy way to let thought escape. Mostly my post going to be about the random thoughts I have throughout time and me digging into them, maybe they're random and pointless somedays, and other maybe a deep intake in how I felt and discover true feeling on a subject. I'm not sure though. All together I would say this will be a blog about Briana. Not so much "Nonnie" this might confuse people whom are think, Nonnie, you are Briana there is no diffence, It's just a name. Believe me, I'm not saying I have to diffrent personalitys or something along those lines, But the Briana is a part of "Nonnie" that many dont see, It's indeed me, but nonnie is just the outskirts of briana, the person that I am but not the person everyone may see.

I like poetry. I write it I read it. I do not share it.

I like school, I try, I sometimes fail. and give up

I like really girly music, I listen to it. alone.

I like rap. everyone know it im sure.

I hate bugs

I hate onions

I hate Popicls

And for the rest of me im a closed book~

You against the wolrd

I love this quote, alot of people think it might be sad or incorrect, that you shouldnt think that way, but I find it empowering; You cant reley on anyone to make you happy and you cant get to upset if someone breakes your trust, I find it that everyone is human and everyone breaks trust, tells secrects, cheats or lies. Its doesnt make you an indecent person, it just makes you human. You can only trust yourself and in a way I think thats a good thing, it makes you more indapentdate, you never have to get heartbroken, or angry at another, cause its true, Its you, agianst the world.